He said if it comes to be true.. Maybe you’re gonna be the one who will save me..
I said .. “ It’s never gonna be true until I’m with you.“
Please do something ,
Coz’ my joy is ageing.
But how should I tell you ? ,
Coz’ it would still continue.
There’s nothing we can do ,
Coz’ I’m stuck here like glue.
My world’s so calm and cold ,
Coz’ there’s no one to hold.
Everything is deep and blue ,
Coz’ .. Oh so fast I grew.
I can’t tell why the grounds are wet ,
Coz’ people think it’s just sweat.
But none can reach me by any trick ,
Coz’ I’m surrounded by the pacific.
This ride is so very treacherous ,
Coz’ nothing here is humorous.
I have no walls for this high-tide ,
Coz’ I no more take any pride.
My dreams are now all void ,
Coz’ everything I now avoid.
It’s been long ago that I enjoyed ,
Coz’ now there is no meteoroid.
How can they be too blind ? ,
Coz’ I’m one of my own kind.
The horizon is dark and it’s freezing ,
Coz’ here the Sun isn’t rising.
My memories of that day are vivid ,
Coz’ my passion for it is still arid.
My soul seems to be ethereal ,
Coz’ at least from inside I’m not unreal.
But there’s gonna be no more dark ,
Coz’ I know I have the spark.
I would no more be helpless ,
Coz’ then I would be flawless.
People would then know at that moment ,
Coz’ everyone are different.
So , I told myself..
That it’s okay to be the only LIGHT 🌝 in the DARKNESS 🌚..
But never be the DARKNESS 🌚 to a little LIGHT 🌝.
Only YOU can fill this PENUMBRA of mine..
Coz’ You’re my only PANACEA .
You don’t know..
But If we CONFLATE , We could make an amazing ELIXIR of LOVE.
Don’t be wretched when you think I care for others so much sometimes ....
For It may be EPHEMERAL ..
But my Love for You is..
CEASELESS and IMMORTAL .
WHY ?
There are moons and stars in my world ,
But why is there also the Sun ?
Coz’ you said your shadow will follow me even in the darkness ,
then why can’t I see your shadow even in the Sunlight ?
Don’t you know that I would rather live in the hell than survive in the heaven without my angel ?
Why is your writing just so perfect for my heart to get inscribed by your beautiful love ?
And…. At the same time , Why is it filled with all the bitter scars ?
You said you love me & that you’re right here with me ,
But if you loved me , why so insecure do i feel ?
Don’t you know that…. ,
Until you come back to me , this bruise will never heal ?
Another day gone wrong..
Another time that I’ve realized again..
Another chance i give myself..
Another promise i give to my heart..
Another word i give to people..
But yet another day went wrong again..
Wynter
There will always come this one day in the life of a teenager when the days seem chaotic.
We see life at sixes and sevens and everything seems disorganized in life.
Most of the times these days come into our life when we aren’t our true selves..When we’re just scared or shy or not really ready to show our true selves.. Maybe most of us are shy , introverted , sometimes our mood swings a lot especially when you’re a teenager..
But these days come and we feel really dazed and dazzled at this time..
This intense feeling is not negative unless you take it in that way as it’s resulting in sadness to you..
But these feelings are just from your inner soul telling you that the time has come to show the world your true self..
Many of us teenagers out there are completely different from inside and outside.
We maybe shy , introverted , not so hippie , anti-social , not so cool.. But deep inside we know that that’s US just from the outside
.and once our true self comes out..
We never have to fear anything , never have to be so self-conscious because at that moment..you’ll just love yourself for being the true you..
And not only do you but the people around you will start loving you the way you are , the way you love yourself and the way you show yourself to the world..
And once you bring it out .. & .. BOOM… All those gloomy days are gone..
Not only for the people who are different inside from the outside.. But this is also for the people who are scared to show themselves fearing the society..
This is to all the people..
Who are too sensitive to hurt other people that they hurt themselves..
Who go through rough days all by themselves because they have difficulty in expressing themselves..
Whose feelings no one can understand..
Who die deep down everytime they hide and suppress down their feelings.
Who is a girl or a guy or a trans.. Who hesitate being what they are just because of what others might think..
You live this life for you.. But not for others..
Be true and you’ll live life like you want..
Don’t be at sea during those days as they’re just a signal to make you understand that it’s time to speak out..
Time to let out everything..
For the people who got bullied , for the people who think they don’t fit in the society.
Guyz .. You can do anything with your life once you choose to be your true self..
So don’t take those days in a negative way..
Coz it’s okay to be a GLOW STICK..
SOMETIMES YOU NEED TO BREAK BEFORE YOU SHINE..
BE TRUE AND LOVE YOURSELF..
Wynter Frost 